When the Master governs, the people
are hardly aware that he exists.
Next best is a leader who is loved.
Next, one who is feared.
The worst is one who is despised.
If you don't trust the people,
you make them untrustworthy.
The Master doesn't talk, he acts.
When his work is done, the people say,
"Amazing ; we did it, all by ourselves!"
Lao Tzu - (Tao Te Ching, chapter 17, translation by Stephen Mitchell)
When you are guided by light, you just trust light and leave everything to it.
Just believe not only light but everything surrounding you.
Everyone around you and everything they cause are all meaningful, as everything arranged perfectly.
So you do not have to control anything, you do not need to do self-assertion or advertisement about what you can do this or what you have done, even if you do not do such a thing, you are always able to meet those who you need, and everyone who need you will always visit you from their side.
Since you try to appeal yourself, you will be despised and feared, and evoke extra black.
The soul does not want to be admitted or honored, and such things only satisfy the emotions in your body, not necessary for your soul growth or ascension.
MYE